Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Ooogies

About 48 hours after my treatment I had some crazy leg pain. From my hips down and up and all over. Muscle, joint, bone.. felt like all of it combined.
Some numbness in my feet and fingertips. My sugar spiked dramatically because of the steroids they have me on (for 4 days following treatment). Hot and cold flashes and basically just feeling tired and feverish/achy.
Lots of sleeping. Some ringing in my ears which wasn't at all ringing.. more like crickets.

I don't feel like myself but no pain, no gain. This is my motto.

Mild depression.. just feeling like I'm going nowhere and doing nothing. Existing in a fugue/ill state.
Blah.

2 comments:

  1. You are doing something. You are fighting this evil shit that grew inside you. That would totally overwhelm most people and you have been staying so positive. You amaze me in countless ways. You will get yourself back, I know it.

    I love you.

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  2. xoxo
    Thank you for being you, Wendy.

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