I was talking to a friend about that and every time I see green rolling hills or just flats of green grass, I want to rush over them close and feel the blades touching my belly.
Kind of like when I see a white page or freshly fallen snow on my yard. I want to make my mark somehow. It's just so inviting. I WANT IT!
Chemo session #3. I slept mostly. My legs already feel funny and the neuropathy is really starting to BUG THE FUCK OUT OF ME. :D
I asked for a room and turned the air way down and slept so that was nice. It went by fast. I had my ipod on the whole time almost and would wake periodically to Radiohead. Love.
The day was really warm.. so warm that it kind of had a surreal air to it. Kind of dream like. Beautiful and not humid. Warm but not irritatingly so.
We got the Kindle but not in time before my appointment. Sad, but now I have it and it's SOOO Awesome! Can't wait to lose myself in it tomorrow.
What's neuropathy?
ReplyDeleteI think about you so much. I would anyway, you know. You really do make a mark. The way you explore and express your creativity always rewards and astounds me.
I wanted to end this comment on a light note, and of all the images I could come up with, I suddenly imagined myself giving you a noogie. Then realized that would probably be one of the worst things anyone could do to your head right about now. Way to go Scatter!
HAAAAAAAAAA!!
ReplyDeleteBut that is why my heart swells at the thought of you. Noogie on the bald girl. LOVE THE SCATTER!
Neuropathy comes from the chemo drugs, mainly Taxol. It is peripheral which means it effects the outermost nerve endings like your toes and fingertips. Mine feel tingly like when your foot falls asleep. It can be permanent or you can grow your nerve endings back but veeeerrryyy slloowwwwlllyyyyyy. :P
xoxo