Vicodin Dreams?

Not sure if it IS the Vicodin but I do dream very vividly a lot.

This was a continuation dream which I never EVER have. When I woke up earlier this morning I was trying to find Jill and Jamie on this cruise ship we were on. I found my family sitting in beach chairs outside (several members at least) and I asked them if they'd seen Jill and Jamie and they said no.

In my dream I had cancer and I remember doing this weird thing in front of them which was sort of acrobatic. Sort of to reassure them I was OK.

Mostly it was hallways in that dream with doors, etc. Little sections of the boat like a beverage stand, a candy stand, a deli, a cafe...

When I woke up just now it was basically the same boat, however I was with Jill and another girl in our room.. family, maybe KJ or Wendy? I did hear Wendy at one point and it was through a ventilation system and she was singing. I sat there for a while listening and loved it.. it was karaoke. She was doing a great job though and I remember thinking to myself how I love when she commits to a part (as she always does). Just like her Marilyn Monroe 'happy birthday' song to me. It was awesome!

I was painting a mural on a small wall.. on a deep red wall like my entry way. Some type of abstract flower with geometric circles of yellow in the center. Then I decided I didn't like it and stuck my hands in the paint and covered it all up. It felt really good. I used my fingers like a brush for a long time, just playing. I left part of the image peeking through because I thought it looked great. I also noted that if the cruise line asked, I could say that was my mural and the cover up was intentional. HAAA!!

Part of it I had my hair sudsy and a salon cape on but I was picking something up off the ground. Patty came in behind me and she talked to me like she didn't know it was me (she couldn't see my face) and she said something like "Did so and so leave you like that? Here, I'll rinse you and get you taken care of". I kind of giggled.

There was a big shower room that was very pretty but when I looked in it, there was red all over the floor.. mixed with water and very dark. For a moment I was taken aback but then I realized it was part of some spa treatment scrub. Hmmm....

Last thing I remembered was sitting in a sort of circle with Aspen to my far left, next to her Kris and KJ's new baby boy (orly??) then Chrissy next to me. I think Pete was to my right, then KJ and Danny. The baby boy said "Love you Mommy".. and it was like his first words and he seemed too young for words. I immediately started crying and Dan said some asshole remark (kind of something dad would have said) about a weak boy loving his mother... I laid my head on Chrissy's shoulder and cried. Jill was there too.. by Kristopher I think and She and KJ cried as well. Then Pete said something about farting and he and Dan laughed again. I thought to myself "I think KJ is crying because she's glad I heard him say that before I die."

Oi.